W08

This week was challenging for me. I went to the doctor again for some help with expanding our family. I heard more unfortunate news and have to continue with blood work and tests and it’s all a waiting game. I have been extremely down with myself, towards my husband, friends, and especially my Heavenly Father. It has been hard for me to be able to cope with my disappointment when I have friends telling me every week that they’re pregnant. I can only be so happy for them without feeling awful and sad for myself. I am hopeful though, because I know it could be much worse.
Reading “However Long and Hard the Road” was good for me. Although it was intended for young single adults, I was still able to incorporate it into my own life as well. It was good to hear from one of my most favorite apostles and his wife on how to get through hard times.  Something that stuck out to me was that, “we should never surrender”.  We should never give up no matter how hard our trials may seem. The Lord will guide and protect us but we have to trust in Him. To be honest I feel like my faith has been lacking, but I’m learning every day that I need to trust more in Him.  

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